you are in love.

When you feel that not enough air is left to breathe out

But still you round the mouth to chase out the sigh at his sight

You know you are in love.

When he is sitting beside and allowed to stare at your being

And you have no words to converse with him

You know you are in love.

When you come back home and lie down

And stress on the things you said and the ones you didn’t

You know you are in love.

When he comes and you start looking around

To fool him that you don’t steal his thoughts

You know you are in love.

With every doorbell and din of bikes

The heart propels with the beats at knolls and dells

You know you are in love.

When you dream of him in the custody of your heart

And wake up with a big smile on your face

You know you are in love.

When at every pleasant event you think of him

And at every ominous call, you pray for him

You know you are in love.

When in ennui you just want to remember the moments together

And close your eyes to make a wish

You know you are in love.

 On a day when everything seems to go wrong,

You forget all your worries once in his arms…

You know you are in love.

When during a serious fight

You smile by mistake

You know you are in love.

When every step he takes has a consequence upon your being, and,

 His thoughts define your every move

You know you are in love

When his smile just brightens up your life

And a speck of gloominess on his face makes you feel inert

You know you are in love

When he’s not there but his frangrance lingers

And his tender touch gives you heebie – jeebies

You know you are in love

When his tears fall onto your cheeks

And your heart breaks apart

You know you are in love

When tease of friends and hoots aloud

Makes you proud to have him around

You know you are in love.

When the game is on in the eyes

And gooseflesh deeper in the nerves

You know you are in love.

When he scolds and shuts the lips

And you follow without any say

You know you are in love.

When there is something he needs to know,

no matter where he chooses to go .

you say  “you are a part of me

cause you are the root and I am the tree”

You know you are in love.

The Largest Ship !!

Some relations are eternal since the time one comes in!!

Some relationships grow in due course!! 

Thank You my lovelies for being a part of my life. Of all the lot nurtured, this one is something closest to me :) 

Miss you all & now missing even more !!

Love always to Ka, Mu, Pro & Swe :):)

PS : I love you ;)

joy ...................

Few days back once again I realised as I often do intermittantly between weeks or months that living away from family and friends is undoubtedly tough but meeting them every time we feel strongly to,is not at all difficult.It additionally freshens up the swinging moods and rejoices our ways .

when we listen to or come across something good in our lives or when sometimes we face a situation we call as hard or during the bitter times,we ring the ones who are always ready to dilute our agonies and share our happiness.With changing lives and therefore bouncing liablities ,a constant fear remains inside in regards to the wonderful moments treasured from the past but rightly said,some things do not change and better they be the way they were.
Looking for someone in the same manner with the same urge to share and gossip and giggle and talk a lot is an amazing thing to have in personal corner and we feel to be blessed.Sharing all the events which more or less happen in everybody's life in some way or another at some point or later is a part of joy of giving which is called as the ultimate joy at all.................

heroes...........

when a dream comes true and things happen in real once construed then tears of joy,smoky veins,breathless sighs,cheerful smiles come along revealing the pride in fulfilling the dreams of all times...............
kudos to Indian team and hats off to the marvellous styles of game............

kinda confused and scared and puzzled regarding the upkeeps in the future which is of course the most unpromising thought that leads to nowhere but intensifies the extent of conundrum.Things will happen as they are designed for but don't we have a sheer contribution in making the twists in our lives .

                      AAhh long sighs and then closure of eyes ...making more old of me to appear as full frontal person who wants to see behind the obvious and look beyond the limits ..

long time haven't met the people left behind and could only listen to them.They seem happier and comforted .        

                                                      Newer people are making a circle inwards intimidating to get farther from the retroes .Who will come and become a part of our lives..how many will come and be known ?....secluded is what we feel sometimes living in a cocoon waiting for the phase where  would fly freely in the sky with fellas and friends like before.

If time travels,take it to the times of yore ..

right now it is the time to sleep and walk into the undiscovered kingdom of adventure.good night ..everyone ..let the world sleep in peace with happier dreams ...sweta

Twinkle twinkle little star
how i wonder what you are
up ,above the world so high
like a diamond in the sky

Smiling,shining,looking down
children wearing happy crown.
ocean yours is big and blue
under the quilt like earning clue.

 
When will you roam around
does it hurt when you come down?
I will come and ride on you
across the sky in heaven's zoo

When I will go up in the blue
I will pick some more of you
or when they will cry upon
I will be a star along.

.


..........Sweta

 .....raise a toss .... for your someone ......

  .... enjoy the sweetest cherries .....

  ...... have the most cheerful ambience around ......

 

.....reach the pinnacle of success ..... the highest lap ......

                                                                                    

Dreams

They say dreams never come true,

But at the first day of school

When you become a favourite green horn

And

get full house buddies

When you receive too many hands

bungling in the lunchbox

And people start calling you by name.

You come closer.

They say dreams never come true.

But during the results

when you get hugs and bashes,

lots of cheer

and

benisons to beget.

When you see your work yielding smiles

And flowing credits

adding to the shine.

You come closer.

They say dreams never come true

But when your first salary is at you hands

And

compliments on the way

When donnism prevails and liturgical essence paid.

When you feel intrepid and more

fixed

To finally look inward and explore.

You come closer.

They say dreams never come true

But when you see

 in his eyes

And he stares back

for long……

You talk to stars

about him

And even get replies.

You frame your picture

and write your stories

And

He comes in

To be a part of it.

You come closer.

They say dreams never come true

But dreams bring closer to construe.

To realise its says and signs

To know that they are all mine.

Happy it is to feel that I came closer

To what I dreamt and wished for

Giving way to new budding fancies to bore

I wish to have more and more dreams

In different forms and variant colours

To get happy gleams and a lively lodger.

to n fro thought...........

I saw a dream

I was at the peak of an icy mountain having two entirely different scenes on its two sides....one side was totally crowded with number of heads I could barely see and the other side was landy, green with silence and pearled with peace...chaotic side was too noisy enough to convey the voices at the peak .....it sounded ghastly as if some battle was going to outbreak... i dumped those voices on  the other side but of no use since they were too strong ..........

.I decided to tumble down towards the landscape and at least get rid of the ear deafening clamors.... as soon as I reached the other side I found somebody sitting on the bed of grasses ,waved with an air swapped by the butterfly wings and singing branches of the tree.....I couldn't see his face but his back which were supported by the protective tree by his side .....

the mesemerisation would have continued if I were at his back...but i wanted to see the face of the most luckiest and apparantly happiest person in this world....

I didn't want to break his silence ...so slowly slowly when I moved ahead....it was much more than a surprise and out of the sudden blissful agog I came out of my dream................................

That person was me...that landscape and the serendipity was core of my heart that still is at peace bluffing the people at the other side who can only barrack but choice is mean because I am at the peak of a mountain named mountain of will..................

Thoughts flowing wild & wide......(1)

A "single" friend's remark ... "unmarried working girls faces a lot of issues!!"
 A "married" friend shared.... "marriage adds to it exponentially ;) 

Here comes The Big Question Mark ..... "Why?"

The uncomfort is always there among unknown new faces ......every time lots of anticipations, prejudices and a bit fear remain surrounded .................. Is This The Answer!!

direct dil se(2)

Sometimes we feel how faster our journey to life has become.In no time we entered into youth from childhood and soon we will be more than everything with big  liablities and bagfull of memories.........I feel sometimes that not everything we are able to remember .Among the powerful moments some always remain with us ,associated,reminding the essence of it and adding a new freshness whenever we realise our bereavement............................................................These inspirations and blessings are carried and conveyed in the air and we feel protected and adored even if we are away from our families and friends,kiths and kins.We can call it as the charm of our age or  our beings that we are able to find bliss even in deserted days and cheer in dry times ,that we have seen all goods and all bads of too many things and that we still have tenderness of all obvious emotions.......

Many times we hurt people and the next time we are hurt,we weep,we cry,we scream,we feel bad and the time goes on....
Most of the times we affection people and we are loved ,we feel elated,we feel proud,we smile,we blush ,we laugh,we dance ,we enjoy....
Just see the colours of human emotions which dabbles and changes ever another second and we say that yes we are still alive and we are still surviving,we are still living our lives....away from family and friends,kiths and kins..,............

sweta.

Direct Dil Se……(1)

If I look behind into my memory lane….. I find ….. at several occasions ….. I  just missed “ the my level of success”…… only due to the mere absence of luck …..and nothing else….. these instances led me down then…..broken & disheartened…… but…… now…… I realize by my personal experience….. that…… in the long run….. it’s a hard core truth ...... “whatever happens…..happens for good” ….. at each such instant HE had a better plan for me which HE kept showering according to HIS time arrangement ….. by the deluge of love with which HE keeps me surrounded ….. I justly feel HE constantly says ….. “ ….. my child…..you are precious to me and I love you” !!

saffron...........

you are
a girl who loves herself
a girl who loves to look at herself
a girl who loves to talk to herself
a girl who thinks a lot before her acts
a girl who feels jealous at obvious
a girl who is girl inside
a girl who cries when happy
a girl who smiles when gloomy
a girl who blushes but never admits
a girl who still has a girl inside.............

a girl who likes make-overs
a girl who treasures mementoes
a girl who remebers the trivials 
a girl who has secrets
a girl  who polishes her words
a girl whose face is a fiction 
a girl who also turns pink
a girl who acts stoic
a girl who loves walking on the wet grass
a girl who loves gossiping with stills
a girl who frames stories all around
a girl who writes a lot
a girl who gets confused
a girl still has a girl inside........... 

a girl who loves colours
a girl who is a saffron
a girl who loves walking through the rain
a girl who shouts aloud in solitaire
a girl who loves reverie
a girl who is complicately simple
a girl who nurtures nature
a girl who dreams a lot
a girl who dances a lot
a girl who articulates life
a girl who has sainthood 
a girl who imitates truth and facts
a girl who inspires
a girl who still has a girl inside..........  

a girl who....(u can add.....................                                                    

waves of leoism

To all the lovely leos,
my tempometer today reached the trip level when I was about to cry watching all the videos of being together singing ,laughing,teasing,gossiping ,partying and proudly boasting all true about leoism.

somewhere in the corner of my system had this folder named 'leo yaadein' and as a matter of fact after more than one year I was watching all of us in deshpandey,monarch,17 degrees,madhulika on 'bank more' roads ,in MC-45,in college canteen,in mandir,at main gate and the glimpse made all my dusted memories fresh and green.

Once a leo always a leo became alive watching these videos and snapshots of those moments which are strong enough to shoo out any blueness anytime.
                                                      our batch MOC where suraj's quoting the adjectives to invite me on stage was actually scripted by me only,
                                                     where class ki ladkiyaan tanmoy ko bhaiya keh gayin,where the accent and style icon guda made the magnum opus really a great finish
                                                                              ,where our first backstage experiment though were bad from our part but being encouraged and applauded by seniors,where dancing natraj was being portrayed as some kind of 'noone'
                                                                          ,where we three used to stick together and try to reduce the length of our converstions with them as many times as possible,when we used to make newly born giggles and gossips about the newly made leomates,when our bondings started taking a new shape,new form,when we started forming a nice team,a great team,
                                                                     when we started loving our company we started finding chances to party again and again,when we waited for b'days and events,when we two hypothetically tasted laii courtsey to our great duos and on the same day when the other two enjoyed their chicken,
                                                               when we started feeling 'j' at times our love were shared,when we started doing CDMs with reasons,without reasons,when we were being recognised for one reason of being a leo,when we started sharing,aaahhhhhhhhwe were at the top of the world.we had the best times ever.

                                                      Though watching the rotated videos recorded by pankhuri with a tilted neck on the system was a little tough but

tempo raised to see us in pre FOYC days in DPA.deciding the themes,those glittery hands and faces where last finish to some undone pieces is given
                                                    ,where the hangouts are to be floored on the stage first as in to solve the jigsaw puzzle,painting the emblems and the red circle,thinking of some new unused fonts and the color combination,finally cutting the lcd borders and utilising all the mixed glitters
                                                        ,stiching the pieces together making use of taller guys in the club,taking rehearsals of juniors together with all sorts of helpful suggestions,the most important being"leos don,t practice.they are always spontaneous on screen",
                                                   having secret and private refreshment meetings in the green room sponsored by the honorable treasurer in the absence of president and guda,discussing some anti other club activities and strategies,writing and enjoying the heaviest and most convincing voice of hello guru
                                                         ,scripting president,s and secretary speech where the only two times when they lifted their face towards audience were to welcome and then to say thanks at the end,
                                               launching of souveneirs and standing behind the pool of great people of our institute giving poses to the flashlights,smashing the foy cake and then dancing off all day hard work on the floor.

                                                      The evertime buttered affection of lovely juniors and our free suggestions used to wave in an air of freshness and excitement to stay in DPA as long as possible where the hardest job to take written permission from supri for the girls.
                                                   We got all the fair chances to care and love and pamper a lot of lovely people:our batchmates,our sweet juniors and cute grand juniors.
                                                   Every get together used to be a great moment and the hangovers used to be huge.Our efforts to make our happening secretary and tough looking presi laugh a bit in the meetings,tale twisting and wrapping up with thoughts
                                                                             ,the talking distance from MC-45 to GH ,shining lapel buttons and passing on the chits ,banging the giant bell with the hammer pronouncing the end of meeting,the robotic impression of leo club during first general meeting and raising the bar during briefing:all seemed to be undelible experiences and some beautiful chunks of leo club that gifted us so many beautiful memories and acquaintances
                                                                         .Handing over the club is always a difficult job for every batch because from then onwards,one day in each week at 5:00 clock inthe evening we would miss something big very badly but agin it is always nice to see the legacy being carried on successfully and even better.
                                                                                It was always hard to depart and attend the last meeting with all those whom we loved ,we cared,we pampered I love all of you for you being yourself when we used to be together,laughing,talking,flirting,teasing and enjoying.These are like raising our right hand and repeating again and again we are the grand leos who have got all the rights to be happy and hearty forever.good luck to all of you and god bless............

sweta

Someone is waiting......just for "U"

Even in your absence.....

                                       I feel your presence;

In brightness of day

                               And silence of night,

In chirping of birds  

                               And twinkles at sky;

I feel your presence…..

                         As a heartbeat in my heart,

                              As a breadth to my life;

I feel your presence..…

                                every moment..... just by my side!!

I feel your presence……

                                        whatever I do…… 

I feel your presence….…

                                       wherever I go,

                  As…….             

                         My heart always comes back to "U"!!

Whoever you are.....

                             where ever you are.....

                                   someone is waiting.....just for "U" !!




With love & regards !!